March 2011
4 posts
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26 tomorrow!
Tomorrow is my birthday, I will be 26, and I’ve already got the accompanying gray hairs!
My dad gave me a gift card to buy the new Verizon Iphone, so I’ve officially stopped being a relic of the early 2000s. So far, I’m fucking obsessed with it, and I’ve only had it one day. I listened to two podcasts at work (Doug Loves Movies and The Film Vault, in case you were...
February 2011
7 posts
setbacks
Totally had a slip up and minor setback on my lunch break. Ate a pack of Lance Real Cheddar on Whole Grain Cracker Sandwiches - 180 cals and 9g fat.
Anddd a handful of Pretzel Stix. Feel disappointed in myself, but I’m hitting the gym tonight. Trying NOT to freak out and overcompensate by eating only a small salad for dinner.
I wasn’t even hungry, I just saw them and went at them....
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Wrap up of Yesterday/ Today
Ok, so I think it’s going to be impossible for me to keep putting down the calories of everything, considering I don’t know the calories in a salad from the salad bar. So I’ll just write what I ate, and hopefully people will message me if they know it’s incredibly unhealthy.
Dinner Yesterday
Salad from Shop Rite Salad Bar - Romaine, Spring Mix, Mushrooms, Cucumbers,...
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So far today...
Here’s a list of what I ate so far and it’s nutritional value. Didn’t make it through the grocery store at lunch without some impulse buys, but I tried to select things like 100 calorie packs of almonds and Baked Lays instead of candy and cheeze doodles.
I’m listing the calories and nutritional information for 2 reasons:
a. some people may find that helpful if they are...
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Trying to revamp my Health/Eating
After a giant piece of Oreo cake, a LARGE quantity of pretzel sticks, two helpings of chicken casserole and a nervous breakdown yesterday, I’ve decided to try and change my eating habits for good (both for the better and for the long term.)
I want to use this space to chronicle my daily ups, downs and fulls or empties. It’s no secret (or maybe it is?) that I have a long and storied...
January 2011
2 posts
winter
This fucking weather exacerbates my depression so fucking much.
Winter is a time when I feel empty and alone and lethargic, and insecure and jittery and neurotic at the same time, if possible.
I feel like I wanted to do so much more, live so much more, be so much more than just an office worker who goes to school at night and can barely afford any clothing or shoes or anything that cost more...
December 2010
3 posts
Crystal Renn is Plus Size NO MORE.
curvycouture:
I think Crystal is still a stunner, but I think it is safe to say she is no longer a plus size model. She is looking like a 4 which means, she is a straight size. Just sayin’.
Thanks to Models.com for these photos.
She is hot I will give her that, but is no longer the leader of the plus size industry, another one bites the dust.
What is on your mind?
When did this...
“This week at the Y, Martin dared to discuss boring things like artists and...”
– “Refunds offered after Steve Martin Event ‘Didn’t Gel’” - Catherine Donaldson-Evans
So damn depressing. Seriously, I bet half these people were on their cell phones the whole time fucking twittering or something else ridiculous. Open yourself to trying something new...
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
2 posts
The Social Network
Ok, fully disclosing at the beginning of this collection of ramblings that I haven’t seen the film yet. I have to admit that the words “Justin Timberlake - actor” and “Facebook” initially inspired my derision, and questioning of just what the hell Fincher was doing in his later years. But obviously it has Sorkin, amazing buzz, and by all accounts is more a thoughtful...
September 2010
3 posts
August 2010
10 posts
“Half a century ago, it might have been normal to graduate from college (or not),...”
– What’s REALLY the matter with 20 somethings - The Atlantic (via afghanibanani) (via pearlsbeforeswine) (via mittenstategirl)
Try $50,000 in debt. But otherwise, yes. And it really pisses me off. Particularly that I most likely WON’T be able to start a family when I want to. Of course I never...
“When my husband died, because he was so famous and known for not being a...”
– Ann Druyan, talking about her husband Carl Sagan.
shallow
I think I project an image of being really airheaded and materialistic. I know it seems like all I talk about is what happened on True Blood on Sunday, what sort of things I can buy for the new apartment, or what type of clothes I like.
In actuality I have a lot of complex, conflicted and painful thoughts. The thing is, I don’t feel comfortable at all discussing myself with other people. I...
June 2010
3 posts
I have been very absent on here, not because I don’t care but because:
a. I’m really, really boring.
b. I prefer to read other people’s tumblrs and glimpse their lives rather than discuss mine. I live mine every day, I’m already aware of how it is (see point a)
Anyway, in case for some reason you are interested in my totally uneventful life, here’s what I’ve...
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May 2010
5 posts
April 2010
10 posts
I think it’s really frustrating being short. No one ever cries for equality for short people. There are plus size models, and super skinny models, but no short models. Unless you count petite clothes, which I don’t because not only are they typically modeled by a tall woman wearing the “regular” size item of the same clothes, they are typically very unattractive.
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The other day in CVS I found myself looking for under eye wrinkle removers. I’m 25 years old and I think I have wrinkles around my eyes already. Doesn’t help that I discovered I have grey hair last year.
At least the wrinkles are around my eyes. That way I know it came from smiling so much, not frowning. I am smiling less lately because I feel like life is wearing me down already. On...
“What is a television apparatus to man, who has only to shut his eyes to see the...”
– Salvador Dali
1. I want to live in a tree house.
2. To celebrate having off from class today, I plan on opening the windows and the screen door, listening to Nico, and reading a book, while anxiously awaiting the return of my other half.
We see each other so little now that almost all my dreams are about him. I have to dream about spending quality time with my boyfriend. Pathetic.
